#241 Hurt

I cut my hair today

to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing

that’s real.

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The scissors tear it all

the old familiar swing.

Try to kill it all away

but I remember everything.

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What have I become

my wildest friend

I thought you aren’t the one

who goes away

in the end.

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And you could have it all

my empire of word

you have let me down

you have made me hurt.

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I left my golden hair

upon your liar’s chair

full of broken thoughts

you cannot repair.

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Beneath the stains of time

the feelings disappear

I am someone else

you are still not here.

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Who have I become

my distant friend

I won’t succumb

today

it’s time for end.

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And you could have it all

my empire of love

but…

I won’t let you down

I won’t  make you hurt.

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If I could start again

a million miles away

I would lock myself

far from you that day.

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I cut my hair today

to see if I still feel

I cut you off my brain

and begin to heal.

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